I got a really lovely comment the other day. I get a lot of really
lovely comments (yes, you can go ahead and call this a humblebrag if you
like), but this particular one really touched me. It came at just the
right time - I've had a few tough, hard-working, disappointing and
quietly emotionally taxing months, and at this particular moment I
either needed some words of encouragement or a kilo of ice cream - and
it was worded just right. And I kept coming back to it and it kept
making me smile.
"This is so beautiful its breathtaking. I cannot tell you just how
much I love this - thank you so much for sharing this amazing picture " ~SeaPiper
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That's
it. Just some simple words, but I know that feeling of seeing
something so beautiful it takes your breath away a little bit and right
now it just blows me away that someone else could feel like that at
something
I've made. That they could like it so much they actually
thank me for sharing it. That's kind of amazing.
As
artists, we're under pressure to constantly Do Better. Learn more.
Grow. Improve (faster). That thing you painted yesterday is now
worthless, why haven't you moved on yet? Be your own toughest critic.
Change it up (don't let me catch you looking back at your comfort zone
in longing!). What do you mean you aren't going to shell out $300 for
this Essential Workshop - doesn't your craft mean ANYTHING to you? Don't
forget to watch every single one of this artist's educational
livestreams, follow all these blogs WHILE memorising Loomis' entire
works AND doing at least a hundred gesture sketches, a self-portrait and
a still life study every day, and if you don't post all those to the
meanest, most hardcore art forum you know and let them tear apart your
latest work six ways from Sunday, well then, you're not REALLY committed
to improving are you?
Basically, it can be REALLY hard to stop
and appreciate a positive comment when someone out there probably thinks
an "AWESOME!" is one of the seals that opens the Gateway to Artistic
Failure! (Next step - actually liking something you painted a year ago.
Oh, the horror!) But sometimes, we need to be told that someone finds
something that we've done awesome, just as it is, imperfect as it is.
Encouragement
is not the devil incarnate. This has made me very aware of how bad I
am at realising this, and how ungrateful it is to the people who are
trying to encourage me.
So this is me saying thank you to all
the people who have told me that my art is beautiful, that it made you
smile, or chuckle, that it reminded you of something, that it made you
want to draw, who ask about how it was made, who just took a second to
hit Favourite/Like/Reblog; for saying that something I did, whether it's
five minutes or five years old and when it's far from perfect, had an
teeny positive impact on your day. And thanks especially to ~
SeaPiper, for prompting this (and also for some
Tumblr discussion from *
MelissaFindley and *
juliedillon on accepting critique, which factored into my thoughts).